Have you met any Jesuits? Did they strike you as having any notable characteristics that distinguished them from other priests or religious, or from other people in general?
Why do you think Jesuit institutes of education have been so important in many places?
Have you considered that making decisions related to everyday ‘non-religious’ issues and the development of your spiritual life could (or should) be connected?
How are rational and emotional thought processes connected? And what does a relationship with Jesus have to do with either?